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Preview: Crazy For You (Pink Bean 8)

April 18, 2018 by Harper Bliss 11 Comments

My new novel Crazy For You (Pink Bean Series – Book 8) will be out next week. Here’s a preview. Enjoy!

Crazy For You
© Harper Bliss

CHAPTER ONE

Jessica stood in front of the mirror with her eyes closed. She let her robe slip off and took a deep breath. She opened one eye to a slit through which she couldn’t really see anything, then screwed it shut again. It was amazing how much of your own body you could avoid seeing if you applied yourself to it. But she had to look. It was time. Laurel would be there in fifteen minutes.

Jessica had seen the scars before, of course. She’d caught glimpses in the mirror. In an unguarded moment in the shower, she’d run a finger over their coarse texture—the red lines of remembrance. She’d never done that again.

Showering had never been a long dragged-out affair before, but now it had become an even more frenetic process. She disrobed with her back toward the mirror, hopped in, soaped up as quickly as she could, and only allowed herself to relax when hot water cascaded down her skin and she knew the ordeal of washing—of being confronted with her naked body—was over again.

Jessica sighed. She knew she couldn’t avoid this forever. That was one of the main reasons she had made an appointment with Laurel. It would force her to confront what she was missing in a way she did not feel ready for at all. But she would never be ready if she didn’t push herself out of her comfort zone. Comfort zone. Jessica hated the term. Her father had used it a few too many times when she was younger. But now she was using the exact term to get herself to do something she didn’t want to do. It just went to show. In the end, she was a chip off the old block indeed.

“This. Is. Ridiculous,” Jessica said to no one. Not even to her mirror image because her eyes were still closed.

She turned around, picked up her robe from the bathroom floor and pulled it safely around her shoulders. Only then did she open her eyes.

She couldn’t do it. Yet. So what?

She took another deep breath. Should she cancel Laurel? It was probably too late. Canceling was always possible, of course, but she would have to pay the full amount if she canceled this late before the appointment. She knew the rules. In that case, Laurel might as well come over. If just to have a chat. She had no idea what had happened to Jessica. If she and Laurel only talked, Jessica could pretend nothing had changed.

Her body hidden away by the fabric of the robe, she looked into the mirror and examined her face. Strangely, little about her face had changed. Granted, her cheeks were a little more hollow. Her eyes, at times, a little more sunken, but most of her features had remained the same. As if nothing had changed at all.

Jessica brushed her hair and forced a smile to her lips. She’d been lucky. One surgery and everything had been taken care of. It could all have been so much worse.

The smile remained without her having to strain to keep it. She’d have it ready for Laurel. How long had it been since she last saw her?

Jessica turned away from the mirror again and went into her bedroom. She’d taken clothes from her walk-in wardrobe earlier and laid them on the bed. The wardrobe had too many mirrors and she only went back in there once she was fully clothed.

She dressed and counted the weeks since Laurel had last come to her house. It had been so long that she lost count. Christ. It was time.

She headed down the stairs and waited. Outside, darkness had fallen. The clock read three minutes to nine. Laurel was never too late and never too early. Jessica knew the bell would ring at precisely nine o’clock.

She had opened a bottle of Cabernet earlier to let it breathe. Laurel liked red wine. Jessica didn’t know why she wanted to please Laurel so much. She was the one paying her. Laurel was coming over with the sole purpose of pleasing Jessica. Yet she felt guilty for not having booked her for so long. For being out of touch. It was the craziest thing to feel badly about. No feelings had gotten hurt. Maybe that was what stung the most.

The bell rang as the big hand of the clock slid to nine.

<<End of preview>>

Crazy For You will be available on Friday 27 April 2018

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Filed Under: Preview Tagged With: Crazy For You, Dark Secret Love, Pink Bean

Comments

  1. Renate says

    April 18, 2018 at 4:27 pm

    This really is a teaser….whatever happened to Jessica?..
    Can’t wait..

    Reply
  2. Wendy says

    April 18, 2018 at 5:22 pm

    Can’t wait to see if my hunch about Jessica is correct!

    Reply
  3. Paul says

    April 18, 2018 at 6:09 pm

    Can’t wait…..

    Reply
  4. sarah auzina says

    April 18, 2018 at 7:53 pm

    The suspense is killing me!

    Reply
  5. Mirtha says

    April 18, 2018 at 11:36 pm

    Looking forward to it!!!

    Reply
  6. Mike says

    April 19, 2018 at 1:42 am

    That is a teaser can’t wait. Would love a prequel to read how the pink bean got started.

    Reply
    • Kate Maxwell says

      April 19, 2018 at 2:39 pm

      There is a book about how the pink bean got started

      Reply
      • Harper Bliss says

        April 19, 2018 at 3:11 pm

        Indeed, there is: https://www.harperbliss.com/book/beneath-the-surface-pink-bean-series-book-2/

        Reply
  7. Pamela Harding says

    April 19, 2018 at 2:27 am

    That teaser makes me want to come back for more …

    Reply
  8. Helen says

    April 19, 2018 at 7:55 pm

    Can’t believe you left me hanging like that.

    Reply
  9. Frankie says

    April 20, 2018 at 2:45 am

    Ok ok so now I am dying to wait… That is cruel and unusual punishment even for me.

    Reply

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